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Tuesday, October 07, 2008,6:10 AM

the past few days have been busy busy for me. i have finally started revision and i'm glad to say i just realised i'm out of time.

yesterday wasn't so bad cos i managed to finish what i wanted to do. after school, followed jarvis, nic foo and clarence to hg mall cos i was on the way there and they were also heading there. they went to popular where clarence and nic foo got their stationery while jarvis and i went to cd rama to just see see look look. then jarvis was talking about the pussycat dolls' new album and some other stuff. so i was like ' okay.' then suddenly he pulled out like 20+ dollars and went to buy the pussycat dolls' album. i was like 'are you freaking serious?!' moreover, there was a poster that came with it. so i was like ' wah now diu xia vanessa then get dolls now la?' hahahahaha. headed down to ntuc to get yoghurt for my cereal and guess what! i came home and the cereal was missing. my bro ate all of it wth. sad sia. no cereal! did my work and went to sleep after that at around 10 plus.

today was kinda normal. i just did lesser work cos i needed to revise for physics. went hg mall with derek and jericho after school to buy food and came home after that. did geog and revised physics. fell asleep in between. damn tired. shall stop here. gotta go sleep. damn tiredddddddddd. YAY PE TOMORROW! HURRAH! lolololol.








you left the light on
theres a chance I might have tripped girl
you were there to hold on


Sunday, October 05, 2008,5:38 AM

time passes real fast. its 15 days to o's. no more time to waste. i shall start mugging tomorrow for real.

ytd was kinda rough. a flying pillow woke me up in the morning and i tried my best to get back to sleep but couldnt. so survived on around 7hrs of sleep(may seem a lot but its little to me) for the whole day. went on the com till around 5 before heading down to church for mass. weird stuff happened in church. seriously weird. then went to collect key for gv room and old pc room before heading home and came back to church for guitar training. learnt many things and realised that my rhythm sucks like hell. went to the dark room which was for the sec3 con camp. louis and all were getting the room ready and they were doing tests. damn funny la. ended up moshing in the dark. i just sat in one corner with marcus cos we had our guitars with us and didnt want anything to happen to them. after that headed down to 401 and had dinner there. went home after that and came online and chatted quite a bit before turning in.

woke up real late today. around 11 or 12. cant remember. woke up, went online, had breakfast, wasted time. that pretty much sums up today. hahahahaha. shall try my best to work hard for the next month. as in start from today 1 month la. hahahaha.





did I bother telling you this
with the words that cross teeth and jump lips
a poor choice of words in wanting to tell you anything
but words don't come with ease
they're forever my hurt


Friday, October 03, 2008,9:39 AM

today wasnt the best of days. school was okay in the morning till the afternoon. went to study area to do a little maths before heading down to hg mall alone and met some people at ljs there.

headed home and kinda wasted time before going down to a nearby block to play table tennis with mark and a few other people. lost track of time and was running late to meet derek to go to ctk for charismatic. reached ctk a little late again and there was this sharing by mr christian chua which was kinda meaningful to me. he was saying that we should believe in miracles and look for miracles to happen. then he went on to talk about how healing was somewhat a miracle to him. after charismatic, went to the coffeeshop nearby and had my dinner there. on the way back, some stuff happened and i dont wish to elaborate. shall just leave it there like that. just. like that lor. came home and here i am feeling tired and out of time. 3 days before i really start studying.







Do you remember why you did it? (No, I don't) 
Do you remember why she left?

No, I hope you die right now,
Will you drink my chemical?



Thursday, October 02, 2008,6:24 AM

i dont know why i'm feeling like this. there's this sudden surge of emotions which i really cant express in words. dont know why. i guess i'll find out in time to come.

went to school as per normal and i didnt have to run into school! lol. had lessons as usual and guess what. the school announced that everyone was to be dismissed at 1.30 today! okay maybe i shouldn't be so happy since its 18 days to o's. went opposite school for lunch with kingman, alfred, rongli and brian kok. after lunch, went to take a bus home opposite school and some somebody called me asking if the 3 of us were in school or not. for what reason, i dunno cos i couldnt catch what the somebody was saying. hahahahaha. came home, only managed to study chem cos i was hooked onto 'I Survived A Japanese Game Show'. super duper uber hilarious. must watch. go youtube to find. you'll definitely laugh like mad. the host's face is like. 'MAJIDE!' hahahahaha. shall go facebook for a while more before going to sleep. damn tired.





Behind your sealed eyes you miss 
All that I've done for you
Will you catch me when I run?



Wednesday, October 01, 2008,5:25 AM

today was great! woke up at 9 and was nearly late in meeting the church ppl who were going for dim sum at harbourfront centre. the dim sum there's damn good. reached at 9.35 and i wasn't late. everyone else wasn't there yet. waited and waited until ppl started coming.

on the way there, mark received a call from nic heng. nic said the place was closed. everyone's face immediately changed to give the "WTF?!" expression. damn depressing la. reached harbourfront and met up with the rest. decided to head down to some other place for the buffet but before that, a few of us were just not satsified that the place was closed and decided to go see it for ourselves. and surprise surprise. THE DOORS OF THE RESTAURANT WERE WIDE OPEN. we were like, EH?! WHY GOT LIGHT ONE?! EH?! GOT PPL WORKING?! so we managed to get 2 tables and had a really nice dim sum breakfast. we all were smarter this time and ordered many bowls of the honeydew sago which we regretted not ordering earlier the last time. was satisfied with the breakfast and we were happy that we came up to check whether the restaurant was open or not. hahahaha. after breakfast, went to daiso in vivo and just walked around vivo for a while. followed louis to get games for his sis at some shop and they were asking me what rpg games were nice. so they ask 1, i give 1 reply. they ended up not buying any rpg games. hahahaha. went to this pet shop next to the games shop and saw some really really cute dogs there. really damn cute, you've got to see them for yourself. after that, went hunting for chris, marcus and nic heng (chris went to buy a dress and marcus and nic heng followed her). hunted hunted hunted and finally found them.

headed back to hougang together and i came home while the rest went to louis' place to play games on his ps3. came home, studied a bit of history and started playing dota with oli. damn i need to stop playing. 19 more days. still have loads to cover. concentration's the name of the game!






If the world stops turning
girl you better not stop when I say
and there aint nothing you could do
to cut me, cut me down
If the ground starts parting
through the silence and the walk of the dead
Everything here dies alone...


Tuesday, September 30, 2008,8:39 AM

it's been a hectic week so far. nearly late for the past 2 days. made it into school just in time.

yesterday was okay okay la. nothing much happened. only that i stayed in school from 2.30 till around 6 to do ss and study a little. oh and in the morning, cos i ran into school, my shirt was soaked with sweat and justin called me a har gao (prawn dumpling in dimsum). shall not go into details of how that name came about. so stayed in school form 2.30 onwards cos history was cancelled. AGAIN. did ss and justin and i came up with a parody for 1 of the lines of the song american idiot by green day. damn funny seriously. after that, went for lunch with caleb, justin, iggy, olsen and a few other people. forgot who. after dinner, went home and played a bit before sleeping.

i was nearly late again today but made it in time, again. hahahahaha. i think i lost a few kgs thanks to the running. lessons as usual and during ss, a foreign teacher(probably English) came in and asked where maths 8 was and mr singh, being my singh, acted like damn nice while we told her where it was. when she stepped into the classroom, justin was like "LESLIE LESLIE! (points frantically at the teacher)". i understood what he meant cos he told me about it like a month ago. hahahahaha. inside joke of e1. after recess, went for assembly which was cancelled so we went to our homeroom where the filming for a vid which has to be done by every class for grad night took place. i think we'll win the most boring video of the century award la. cos we couldnt make any noise or what thanks to the exams going on. so went for lunch with gan at hg mall after school cos i had nothing to do and we were going to same destination, so why not? after lunch came home and started to waste loads of time. major time wasting. to think i have 19 days left to O's. i think there's not much time left to waste right? anyway, going for dim sum with louis and all tomorrow morning. gonna eat myself hahahahaha.






We're casting quarters into wells that hold our dreams
You won't believe me if I told you so
Casting quarters into wells that hold our dreams
You won't believe me
I would If you told me so


Saturday, September 27, 2008,7:43 AM

it's been quite some time since i blogged. been rather busy the past few days. so where should i start? hmmm. thursday it shall be!

thursday was just like any other thursday except that there wasn't bleach that week cos they had a new timing. kinda sad la. hahahaha. oh and on thursday i went for night study for the first time! and here's my review on it: never go for night study, cant study one. so noisy. okay la maybe it was only that night cos iggy all said that the other days were not so bad. not very sure but i'm still gonna go for night study on monday cos the king is gonna be there and he wants us to be there.

friday was a little out of the norm. i went for classes as usual and apparently there was a food shortage in the canteen! well a few of the stalls were closed and the other students had their break earlier than us(cos they were having eoys) and when we reached the canteen, there was barely enough food for everyone! after school i went for lunch with kok and we were kinda debating over where to go for lunch and he won. hahahaha. headed down to the coffeeshop opposite school and headed home after lunch. wasted time at home until about 7 which was the time i went down to 401 to meet derek and ken ang to go to ctk for the charismatic which i was going for the first time! met iggy on the bus(as in we took the bus from 401 then he boarded from school, he was at night study). he was telling us about how the e2 people took the coffee in school(there's free coffee during the night study) and how many the people took. jj took 6, iggy took 4 and shawn is the power packed one. 12 cans ftw. hahahahaha. reached ctk a little late cos they started already. met kok and brother nic there. it was quite a good exposure la. people were talking in tongues and all. it was the first time i really saw such stuff. i havent really seen such things first hand, only heard it from kok. so after the charismatic, went for supper with brother nic, kok, derek, ken ang and iggy. went to a nearby coffeeshop which had a REALLY GOOD WESTERN FOOD STALL. seriously good. their rice is the chicken rice type of rice. damn nice. derek bought 1 dollar worth of rice and it was seriously damn shiok. went home with the same people whom i came with and derek was making fun of how the people who went to the gym walk. seriously damn funny. have to show then you'll fully understand the extent of its stupidity. while i was on the bus, visions starting moving past my eyes. its as though it was reality. i saw myself taking my o's results from ms choy and i saw that i was very disappointed. i went to my other home and cried for quite a while before i flung myself off the building. hmmm what the hell. kinda scary.

today was a blast. went for ss remedial in the morning and realised how much i lacked in my sbq skills for ss. i need to buck up! went to study area to do a little of work while waiting for 12 which was the time when the whole lot of people were going for lunch. went for lunch at the same coffeeshop as friday. after that went for bubble tea and told justin about the visions. he thought it was a dream but i told him i saw it when i was awake and he was like wth. so yeah, went home and played a little of star wars force unleashed. the UI was difficult to get used to at first. got a hang of it after a while. played a little and went for mass followed by the dinner which was held for the people who helped out for the funfair. there was a lucky draw and i didnt win anything. quite sad sia. chris and mark won a bottle of wine each, susanna and luke won the ntuc vouchers and nic heng won a hi-fi set. okay im just suay okay. hahahaha. shall study tomorrow at church. sorry for the longggggggg post!








The morning will come 
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath until you decide to wake up