Wednesday, September 24, 2008,5:15 AM
The Giant's Pin.
wth? the assembly in the hall marked the start of a depressing day in school. first had this sort of like ceremony where the teachers of every 4e/5n class went up to the stage to help put on this collar pin which has the words montfortian giant on it for each student. i cant say that it wasn't touching cos it was la. i know this sounds so not like me but hey, really la. last year already leh. get such stuff. quite touching and happy at the same time la. actually i dont really know how i felt at that time. it was just like a rojak of feelings. after assembly, went for lessons as usual and then recess came.
today's recess was not really a good one cos firstly, the auntie at the noodle store screwed up my order and secondly, the e2's were being a little sensitive over a remark i said and they started to kinda like say that e1 was lousy and what not. i'm not referring to all the e2s but only a few la. i shan't eleborate but thats all that really happened during recess. then had amaths and physics followed by geog.
guring geog, mr pang was asking us, "up till now, who still doesn't have any aim or goals for next year?" well that would be me cos i seriously have no idea which course or poly or jc i want to go to. so he was telling us about how we should have a goal to work towards and why he became a teacher, mainly because he realised that a teacher could make a huge difference in students' lives just like how his teachers made an impact on his. its quite meaningful being a teacher if you think about it. anyways, went home as usual but walked with ko to hg mall cos he was heading for tuition while i was going to buy some stuff. we were really bored and walked the basement and walked up to the first floor and repeated what we did. yes i know we're bo liao and lame but hey, its just to kill time. ko went for tuition while i went home and did a bit of geog which was initally due today but the initial deadline was only for people who scored B4 and below while the rest could pass up on friday. so i did quite a bit and intend to finish it up tomorrow. need to plan my time properly to be able to finish revision for O's.
I was too weak to give in, too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again, but I break loose
My head is giving me life or death, but I can't choose
I'll swear I'll never give in, I'll refuse
