Friday, September 19, 2008,5:47 AM
today wasn't the best of days.
started off the day with mass workout being cancelled and we had a free period. so i did my maths and after that had a free period. during the free period, i went with the other pure history students from my class to find mr yeo for our marks. at first we went to find him as a group but he said to see him one by one. so we were like "oh shit, we must have screwed up real bad". and damn were we right. we all got really really pathetic marks for our papers. the SEA paper was the worst. i only got 26/50. 10 for sbq and 16 for essays. actually i was quite surprised cos i felt i didn't really do the essays very well. the sbq. kinda funny la. 3 reliability questions. i know it sounds crazy but thats what came out. mr yeo told me that sbq isn't standardized. they could suddenly give such questions and possibly screw our minds. so yeah, i have a lot of things to work on. then we also got back our ss marks which were in my opinion, quite bad although the highest mark was higher than mid years and there were more people who scored that mark. i only got 30 which means i got a B3 for my combined humanities. really really saddening. my history and combined humanities have really dropped. history from A1 to C5 and my combined humans from A1 to B3. WHAT IS THIS LESLIE?! WHAT THE HELL?! also got back my amaths results. a lot of people scored A1 and sadly, i wasn't one of those people. i scored 64 which gives me a B4 which is the same as my mid years. when ms choy went through the questions i was like "hey, it wasn't that difficult after all". i feel damn dumb and stupid.
went to pepper lunch after school with a bunch of people from my class. had a really good lunch and didn't feel so sad compared to the morning. went home, did some chem, played a little and now i have no idea what i'm gonna do. still trying to think of something to do. O's ar O's. cant you come a little later?This is the turning point. Make. Or. Break.
