Oblivion

2008-10-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

the past few days have been busy busy for me. i have finally started revision and i'm glad to say i just realised i'm out of time.

yesterday wasn't so bad cos i managed to finish what i wanted to do. after school, followed jarvis, nic foo and clarence to hg mall cos i was on the way there and they were also heading there. they went to popular where clarence and nic foo got their stationery while jarvis and i went to cd rama to just see see look look. then jarvis was talking about the pussycat dolls' new album and some other stuff. so i was like ' okay.' then suddenly he pulled out like 20+ dollars and went to buy the pussycat dolls' album. i was like 'are you freaking serious?!' moreover, there was a poster that came with it. so i was like ' wah now diu xia vanessa then get dolls now la?' hahahahaha. headed down to ntuc to get yoghurt for my cereal and guess what! i came home and the cereal was missing. my bro ate all of it wth. sad sia. no cereal! did my work and went to sleep after that at around 10 plus.

today was kinda normal. i just did lesser work cos i needed to revise for physics. went hg mall with derek and jericho after school to buy food and came home after that. did geog and revised physics. fell asleep in between. damn tired. shall stop here. gotta go sleep. damn tiredddddddddd. YAY PE TOMORROW! HURRAH! lolololol.

you left the light on
theres a chance I might have tripped girl
you were there to hold on

2008-10-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

time passes real fast. its 15 days to o's. no more time to waste. i shall start mugging tomorrow for real.

ytd was kinda rough. a flying pillow woke me up in the morning and i tried my best to get back to sleep but couldnt. so survived on around 7hrs of sleep(may seem a lot but its little to me) for the whole day. went on the com till around 5 before heading down to church for mass. weird stuff happened in church. seriously weird. then went to collect key for gv room and old pc room before heading home and came back to church for guitar training. learnt many things and realised that my rhythm sucks like hell. went to the dark room which was for the sec3 con camp. louis and all were getting the room ready and they were doing tests. damn funny la. ended up moshing in the dark. i just sat in one corner with marcus cos we had our guitars with us and didnt want anything to happen to them. after that headed down to 401 and had dinner there. went home after that and came online and chatted quite a bit before turning in.

woke up real late today. around 11 or 12. cant remember. woke up, went online, had breakfast, wasted time. that pretty much sums up today. hahahahaha. shall try my best to work hard for the next month. as in start from today 1 month la. hahahaha.

did I bother telling you this
with the words that cross teeth and jump lips
a poor choice of words in wanting to tell you anything
but words don't come with ease
they're forever my hurt

2008-10-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

today wasnt the best of days. school was okay in the morning till the afternoon. went to study area to do a little maths before heading down to hg mall alone and met some people at ljs there.

headed home and kinda wasted time before going down to a nearby block to play table tennis with mark and a few other people. lost track of time and was running late to meet derek to go to ctk for charismatic. reached ctk a little late again and there was this sharing by mr christian chua which was kinda meaningful to me. he was saying that we should believe in miracles and look for miracles to happen. then he went on to talk about how healing was somewhat a miracle to him. after charismatic, went to the coffeeshop nearby and had my dinner there. on the way back, some stuff happened and i dont wish to elaborate. shall just leave it there like that. just. like that lor. came home and here i am feeling tired and out of time. 3 days before i really start studying.

Do you remember why you did it? (No, I don't) 
Do you remember why she left? 

No, I hope you die right now, 
Will you drink my chemical?

2008-10-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

i dont know why i'm feeling like this. there's this sudden surge of emotions which i really cant express in words. dont know why. i guess i'll find out in time to come.

went to school as per normal and i didnt have to run into school! lol. had lessons as usual and guess what. the school announced that everyone was to be dismissed at 1.30 today! okay maybe i shouldn't be so happy since its 18 days to o's. went opposite school for lunch with kingman, alfred, rongli and brian kok. after lunch, went to take a bus home opposite school and some somebody called me asking if the 3 of us were in school or not. for what reason, i dunno cos i couldnt catch what the somebody was saying. hahahahaha. came home, only managed to study chem cos i was hooked onto 'I Survived A Japanese Game Show'. super duper uber hilarious. must watch. go youtube to find. you'll definitely laugh like mad. the host's face is like. 'MAJIDE!' hahahahaha. shall go facebook for a while more before going to sleep. damn tired.

Behind your sealed eyes you miss 
All that I've done for you 
Will you catch me when I run?

2008-10-01T05:25:00.000-07:00

today was great! woke up at 9 and was nearly late in meeting the church ppl who were going for dim sum at harbourfront centre. the dim sum there's damn good. reached at 9.35 and i wasn't late. everyone else wasn't there yet. waited and waited until ppl started coming.

on the way there, mark received a call from nic heng. nic said the place was closed. everyone's face immediately changed to give the "WTF?!" expression. damn depressing la. reached harbourfront and met up with the rest. decided to head down to some other place for the buffet but before that, a few of us were just not satsified that the place was closed and decided to go see it for ourselves. and surprise surprise. THE DOORS OF THE RESTAURANT WERE WIDE OPEN. we were like, EH?! WHY GOT LIGHT ONE?! EH?! GOT PPL WORKING?! so we managed to get 2 tables and had a really nice dim sum breakfast. we all were smarter this time and ordered many bowls of the honeydew sago which we regretted not ordering earlier the last time. was satisfied with the breakfast and we were happy that we came up to check whether the restaurant was open or not. hahahaha. after breakfast, went to daiso in vivo and just walked around vivo for a while. followed louis to get games for his sis at some shop and they were asking me what rpg games were nice. so they ask 1, i give 1 reply. they ended up not buying any rpg games. hahahaha. went to this pet shop next to the games shop and saw some really really cute dogs there. really damn cute, you've got to see them for yourself. after that, went hunting for chris, marcus and nic heng (chris went to buy a dress and marcus and nic heng followed her). hunted hunted hunted and finally found them.

headed back to hougang together and i came home while the rest went to louis' place to play games on his ps3. came home, studied a bit of history and started playing dota with oli. damn i need to stop playing. 19 more days. still have loads to cover. concentration's the name of the game!

If the world stops turning
girl you better not stop when I say
and there aint nothing you could do
to cut me, cut me down
If the ground starts parting
through the silence and the walk of the dead
Everything here dies alone...

2008-09-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

it's been a hectic week so far. nearly late for the past 2 days. made it into school just in time.

yesterday was okay okay la. nothing much happened. only that i stayed in school from 2.30 till around 6 to do ss and study a little. oh and in the morning, cos i ran into school, my shirt was soaked with sweat and justin called me a har gao (prawn dumpling in dimsum). shall not go into details of how that name came about. so stayed in school form 2.30 onwards cos history was cancelled. AGAIN. did ss and justin and i came up with a parody for 1 of the lines of the song american idiot by green day. damn funny seriously. after that, went for lunch with caleb, justin, iggy, olsen and a few other people. forgot who. after dinner, went home and played a bit before sleeping.

i was nearly late again today but made it in time, again. hahahahaha. i think i lost a few kgs thanks to the running. lessons as usual and during ss, a foreign teacher(probably English) came in and asked where maths 8 was and mr singh, being my singh, acted like damn nice while we told her where it was. when she stepped into the classroom, justin was like "LESLIE LESLIE! (points frantically at the teacher)". i understood what he meant cos he told me about it like a month ago. hahahahaha. inside joke of e1. after recess, went for assembly which was cancelled so we went to our homeroom where the filming for a vid which has to be done by every class for grad night took place. i think we'll win the most boring video of the century award la. cos we couldnt make any noise or what thanks to the exams going on. so went for lunch with gan at hg mall after school cos i had nothing to do and we were going to same destination, so why not? after lunch came home and started to waste loads of time. major time wasting. to think i have 19 days left to O's. i think there's not much time left to waste right? anyway, going for dim sum with louis and all tomorrow morning. gonna eat myself hahahahaha.

We're casting quarters into wells that hold our dreams
You won't believe me if I told you so
Casting quarters into wells that hold our dreams
You won't believe me
I would If you told me so

2008-09-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

it's been quite some time since i blogged. been rather busy the past few days. so where should i start? hmmm. thursday it shall be!

thursday was just like any other thursday except that there wasn't bleach that week cos they had a new timing. kinda sad la. hahahaha. oh and on thursday i went for night study for the first time! and here's my review on it: never go for night study, cant study one. so noisy. okay la maybe it was only that night cos iggy all said that the other days were not so bad. not very sure but i'm still gonna go for night study on monday cos the king is gonna be there and he wants us to be there.

friday was a little out of the norm. i went for classes as usual and apparently there was a food shortage in the canteen! well a few of the stalls were closed and the other students had their break earlier than us(cos they were having eoys) and when we reached the canteen, there was barely enough food for everyone! after school i went for lunch with kok and we were kinda debating over where to go for lunch and he won. hahahaha. headed down to the coffeeshop opposite school and headed home after lunch. wasted time at home until about 7 which was the time i went down to 401 to meet derek and ken ang to go to ctk for the charismatic which i was going for the first time! met iggy on the bus(as in we took the bus from 401 then he boarded from school, he was at night study). he was telling us about how the e2 people took the coffee in school(there's free coffee during the night study) and how many the people took. jj took 6, iggy took 4 and shawn is the power packed one. 12 cans ftw. hahahahaha. reached ctk a little late cos they started already. met kok and brother nic there. it was quite a good exposure la. people were talking in tongues and all. it was the first time i really saw such stuff. i havent really seen such things first hand, only heard it from kok. so after the charismatic, went for supper with brother nic, kok, derek, ken ang and iggy. went to a nearby coffeeshop which had a REALLY GOOD WESTERN FOOD STALL. seriously good. their rice is the chicken rice type of rice. damn nice. derek bought 1 dollar worth of rice and it was seriously damn shiok. went home with the same people whom i came with and derek was making fun of how the people who went to the gym walk. seriously damn funny. have to show then you'll fully understand the extent of its stupidity. while i was on the bus, visions starting moving past my eyes. its as though it was reality. i saw myself taking my o's results from ms choy and i saw that i was very disappointed. i went to my other home and cried for quite a while before i flung myself off the building. hmmm what the hell. kinda scary.

today was a blast. went for ss remedial in the morning and realised how much i lacked in my sbq skills for ss. i need to buck up! went to study area to do a little of work while waiting for 12 which was the time when the whole lot of people were going for lunch. went for lunch at the same coffeeshop as friday. after that went for bubble tea and told justin about the visions. he thought it was a dream but i told him i saw it when i was awake and he was like wth. so yeah, went home and played a little of star wars force unleashed. the UI was difficult to get used to at first. got a hang of it after a while. played a little and went for mass followed by the dinner which was held for the people who helped out for the funfair. there was a lucky draw and i didnt win anything. quite sad sia. chris and mark won a bottle of wine each, susanna and luke won the ntuc vouchers and nic heng won a hi-fi set. okay im just suay okay. hahahaha. shall study tomorrow at church. sorry for the longggggggg post!

The morning will come 
In the press of every kiss 
With your head upon my chest 
Where I will annoy you 
With every waking breath until you decide to wake up

2008-09-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

The Giant's Pin.

wth? the assembly in the hall marked the start of a depressing day in school. first had this sort of like ceremony where the teachers of every 4e/5n class went up to the stage to help put on this collar pin which has the words montfortian giant on it for each student. i cant say that it wasn't touching cos it was la. i know this sounds so not like me but hey, really la. last year already leh. get such stuff. quite touching and happy at the same time la. actually i dont really know how i felt at that time. it was just like a rojak of feelings. after assembly, went for lessons as usual and then recess came.

today's recess was not really a good one cos firstly, the auntie at the noodle store screwed up my order and secondly, the e2's were being a little sensitive over a remark i said and they started to kinda like say that e1 was lousy and what not. i'm not referring to all the e2s but only a few la. i shan't eleborate but thats all that really happened during recess. then had amaths and physics followed by geog.

guring geog, mr pang was asking us, "up till now, who still doesn't have any aim or goals for next year?" well that would be me cos i seriously have no idea which course or poly or jc i want to go to. so he was telling us about how we should have a goal to work towards and why he became a teacher, mainly because he realised that a teacher could make a huge difference in students' lives just like how his teachers made an impact on his. its quite meaningful being a teacher if you think about it. anyways, went home as usual but walked with ko to hg mall cos he was heading for tuition while i was going to buy some stuff. we were really bored and walked the basement and walked up to the first floor and repeated what we did. yes i know we're bo liao and lame but hey, its just to kill time. ko went for tuition while i went home and did a bit of geog which was initally due today but the initial deadline was only for people who scored B4 and below while the rest could pass up on friday. so i did quite a bit and intend to finish it up tomorrow. need to plan my time properly to be able to finish revision for O's.

I was too weak to give in, too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again, but I break loose
My head is giving me life or death, but I can't choose
I'll swear I'll never give in, I'll refuse

2008-09-23T04:23:00.000-07:00

trophies at last! after a month's wait, i finally got my trophy for the 5v5 a-side futsal inter-house games. and the trophy is DAMN light cos its made of plastic. but who cares? at least i got it! hahaha.

after recess was assembly and for this assembly, the upper sec went to watch the finals of the montfort open which i could say was not really entertaining. well thats cos at least 10 people in my class were doing their homework and i was lepak-ing in one corner with derek and jericho literally. then i went for history lesson which was surprisingly tiring. dunno why. felt seriously tired. could barely pay attention. after school i waited for derek for half and hour before going to compass for subway. oh and the best part's the process which we went through to get to compass. damn stupid and funny. i was with jr while waiting for derek cos he lives in sengkang. so we walked to the bus stop which was opposite the mrt station. so derek went home to take cash and he called me and said he was coming and asked where i was. i said we're at the jeremy bus stop cos its the bus stop which he usually took the bus home from. then derek unknowingly went to the bus stop further down cos jeremy took buses from both bus stops. as in he could take buses from either bus stops. then while he was calling me, i rushed him by saying that the bus was coming already and GUESS WHAT. THE BUS REALLY CAME. i was like wtf? so zhun ar? then i ended up meeting derek at the t-junction leading to the mrt station and we took the mrt to compass after meeting jericho to take cash to buy presents for guna and louis.

at compass, we met up with amanda and her friend. we then headed down to subway where there were many problems. apparently the guy at the counter couldn't understand what derek wanted. well partyl because derek didn't say his order properly la. hahahahaha. so problems problems problems but everyone got their right stuff so it doesn't really matter. hahahaha. then amanda and her friend did their stuff while derek and i were waiting for them to finish. hahahaha. amanda was bugging derek the entire time to lend her his geog notes and saying how sweet chris is cos she just merely made a passing remark by asking him to lend her his bio notes and the next week he really brought them. so she used that example over and over again and i kinda became the victim of her slaps cos derek gave that "i don't really give a damn" kinda expression. hahahahaha. so derek and i managed to get out of subway to get the presents for louis and guna and the funny thing was that derek asked the salesperson at converse for 1 piece of the shirt without looking at the price and after he checked the price, he told the guy no need already. like damn paiseh la. hahahaha. OH AND HERE'S THE REALLY REALLY FUNNY PART. he wanted to get a pencil box for guna at 77th street which was beside the converse shop and 77TH STREET WAS MISSING! apparently it had closed down or what not. HAHAHAHAHA. we looked damn stunned when we saw a specs shop and a watch shop next to the converse shop.

headed home with derek and made fun of the pictures that were in the mrt saying that the seats were reserved for pregnant ladies, old people, disabled people and people who were with children cos the drawings were seriously weird and funny in a way. HAHAHAHA. just finished a bit of physics and i found THE SAME PROBLEM again. same question and same options but DIFF ANSWERS. pissing me off big time. shall go chill and dota to de-stress.

But you, you were my favorite
But you, ya know, you were my favorite

2008-09-22T06:04:00.000-07:00

today was quite a day. running, nescafe coffee, heartbreaks and loads of irritating sounds.

was nearly late for school but luckily they allowed us to run in before the assembly started. seriously lucky. hahahaha. then the 4e/5n had to stay back cos the mr lim wanted to brief us about the night study and at the same time comment on our results for prelims which we 'fantabulous'. you know what i mean. blah blah blah then the only part which had everyone listening was that the school was providing nescafe coffee for everyone who comes to school for the night study before 6.50! immediately, thoughts of saving money and ripping the school off came to mind. hahahahaha. nevermind the coffee, back to the topic. after the assembly, went for lessons as usual. during chinese, rockets bought the hacks lemon sweets which he was distributing to the class and everyone was making the super high pitched sound which is fantastically noisy and irritating. this continued through the whole lesson and throughout english. finally got back the marks for amaths and man, it was really shitty. they minus-ed marks like free one for inaccuracy and missing units. like wth? if they didn't minus, i would have gotten a B3. must learn from mistakes la.

nothing much happened during recess and physics. THEN CAME ENGLISH. the moment for truth(or not)! we got back our paper 2 marks which i would describe as pathetic. was really bad. except for summary that is. our summaries were really well done and i think it kinda constituted to the loss of a lot of marks for comprehension. it started out with summary being bad during sec3 and comprehension being quite good and now its the exact opposite. kinda crazy. there were people who were scoring 8 and even 6 for comprehension. luckily for me i passed both and got a total score of 33/50. LUCKILY. my family would kill me if i failed english. but for now its all up to paper 1 and oral which i hope that mr james has rectified the problem which happened during mid year. for those who do not know what it is, here it is. 11 of us were under mrs pereira for oral and these oral marks were for mid year and prelims. apparently, all 11 of us FAILED. so what they found out is that the system had and error and divided our marks by 2 before being keyed in and which will be FURTHER divided which in turn cost many of us our A1s. mr james said they would have it changed for prelims and i hope they have done it. after english, history was cancelled! actually i shouldn't be happy because i did very badly for prelims.

anyway, went to hg mall to buy ban mian for lunch and headed home. did a bit of the physics 5/10 year series. actually only the mcqs. HAHAHAHA. there were questions which were repeated and GUESS WHAT. there's a repeated question and the answers to the question were different. BRILLIANT?! totally. spent most of my time on facebook chatting and spamming walls. okay fine i was chatting via spamming of walls. kinda retarded. hahahaha. dota-ed a bit and now talking to kok who's coming up with weird words like brianliant and koskmic. retarded i say. hopefully i'll get my medal tomorrow! its like 1 month late already. hahahaha.

I'd chime in with a 
"Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.

2008-09-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

today was kinda tiring. actually it has been a tiring week. woke up at 9 plus going to 10 then went to church to study. met up with the usual at gv room and had to move to the open room cos pc had meeting. tried my best to do my work but didn't really do much cos i just couldn't concentrate. and here's the best part: my bottle wasn't closed properly and all papers were wet. luckily it was only a small part of the papers. so i managed to do only a few questions after which i drifted to a land not so far away.

amanda came after mass and she took some notes from iggy or dunno what la. then melissa told us about this weird dream she had. she dreamt that it was the day which the o level results were being released and she met up with amanda in school and if i didn't remember wrongly, they did not so well. so they went out of school together and they saw. ME. my first reaction was, what? me? hahahaha. then she said i asked them to follow me to some place where there was suddenly a stall which i opened and out of nowhere, i asked them to sit down when there were no chairs and suddenly! they were seated on chairs. then i asked them to go over to a table which was supposedly not there and suddenly appeared again. then i suddenly started taking things out of thin air and asked them what flavour of ice kacang they want. right... i know it sounds weird. hahahaha. then she said i suddenly started taking tadpoles out of thin air and put them onto the ice kacang. oh did i mention she said the tadpoles were real? so they were grossed out while i was enjoying the ice tadpole kacang. weird but very imaginative. hahahaha. amanda also had a dream. she saw our names(derek,iggy,me) in her maths paper. as in, we're in the question la. hahahaha.

i met up with kneo for lunch and to get my game! STAR WARS FTW! i think i'm gonna play it only after o's la. hahahaha. anyway, went back to church with kneo and talked cock a bit with the rest before i left for home. came home, showered, tried to do chem but failed miserably. looks like i need to go think about getting my resolve right. 1 month from o's! actually lesser than that la. hahahaha.

i'm teh mast3rch33f.
kthxbai.

2008-09-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

today was really boring. so this is gonna be a short post.

slept till 11 and went on the com until around 4 plus when i went to sleep for a while before going to church for mass. while i was on the com, i played a bit of dota and i was just looking around in youtube for some vids. managed to find a few and kinda got hooked onto watching inside halo which is done by machinima.com. kinda funny and they have this segment which shows the top 5 plays of the week which they pick from the entries sent in. some are just plain retarded while some really showed true skills.

so thats about it for today. still thinking of whether i should remove my keyboard to stop me from using the com until the end of O's. hmmm.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand .
Here laid to rest, is our love ever longed. 
With truth on the shores of compassion, 
You seem to take premise to all of these songs.

2008-09-19T05:47:00.000-07:00

today wasn't the best of days.

started off the day with mass workout being cancelled and we had a free period. so i did my maths and after that had a free period. during the free period, i went with the other pure history students from my class to find mr yeo for our marks. at first we went to find him as a group but he said to see him one by one. so we were like "oh shit, we must have screwed up real bad". and damn were we right. we all got really really pathetic marks for our papers. the SEA paper was the worst. i only got 26/50. 10 for sbq and 16 for essays. actually i was quite surprised cos i felt i didn't really do the essays very well. the sbq. kinda funny la. 3 reliability questions. i know it sounds crazy but thats what came out. mr yeo told me that sbq isn't standardized. they could suddenly give such questions and possibly screw our minds. so yeah, i have a lot of things to work on. then we also got back our ss marks which were in my opinion, quite bad although the highest mark was higher than mid years and there were more people who scored that mark. i only got 30 which means i got a B3 for my combined humanities. really really saddening. my history and combined humanities have really dropped. history from A1 to C5 and my combined humans from A1 to B3. WHAT IS THIS LESLIE?! WHAT THE HELL?! also got back my amaths results. a lot of people scored A1 and sadly, i wasn't one of those people. i scored 64 which gives me a B4 which is the same as my mid years. when ms choy went through the questions i was like "hey, it wasn't that difficult after all". i feel damn dumb and stupid.

went to pepper lunch after school with a bunch of people from my class. had a really good lunch and didn't feel so sad compared to the morning. went home, did some chem, played a little and now i have no idea what i'm gonna do. still trying to think of something to do. O's ar O's. cant you come a little later?

This is the turning point. Make. Or. Break.

2008-09-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

its hard to understand some people. they just misinterpret stuff that you say and start to say that you're trying to boast or what not. its kinda surprising that some people whom you thought were supposedly your close friends could just shut the door in your face and like " just f off". they could also be joking and you could be the one misinterpreting what they're saying and in a way, shoot yourself in the head. i guess thats just how some people are.

anyway, today got back my maths results and i'm kinda disappointed because i only scored 73 which is only an A2. i scored A1 during mid year with 81. then during english class, mr james was saying that he marked 3 of the 5 composition questions and he marked the question i answered. he said that for that question, the average marks are around 20 which i suppose is not so bad la. oh and i also got back my chem results. i didn't get back the actual results cos mrs quek didn't tell us how much we scored for spa which needed to be used for calculating the total marks. there's also this thing about ben chew. i'm not here to gossip or what not but hey, i'm just stating facts. apparently he got As for all his sciences and he's been going around telling apparently the whole world about it, in other words, boasting about it. he kinda like does it sub-consciously and doesn't really know that he's offending pockets of people. let me give you an example of what he did. he told derek, "eh your best science only score C5 ar?" i mean like. c'mon, we're classmates. how the hell could you do this? getting good grades does not mean that you're given the right to go around boasting about it and putting people who scored lower than you down. right? if you do it to people who do that to you constantly, i think its okay but dude, has derek or whoever done anything to you? answer: no. so that doesn't warrant you the right to do such fucked up things. so please, get this straight and go reflect upon your actions. thats if you read this.

i realised today that i've got a lot of things to improve on and its about time to start. no more messing around. 27 days left. really need to work hard. its like all the pressure's on me. i doubt my parents gave so much pressure to my brother compared to me. sometimes i just wonder why my parents treat my brother and i so differently. its as though they don't care about him. hm. i guess this pressure's the reason why i'm having this really bad thumping pain in the back of my head.

If only you knew...

2008-09-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

today was crazy. started off the day with mass workout and seeing jiahan vomitting. everyone was like. WTF?! damn sick. then after that went for chinese class. then some lower sec bastards spat down from the fucking corridor and it fucking hit me. fucking pissed off. nearly fucking went up and whack the shit out of them. the thought was just an inch away from me. but having o's this year la. like aaron said, last year liao, dont find trouble. freaking pissed for the rest of the day la. then had pe followed by free period then recess. nothing much happened la.

until after recess that was. we had amaths which we didnt receive any marks back but we were given hihs paper to do. hahahaha. then came physics! keith and caleb scored 82 which is totally imba. i got back my paper 1 first which i got 25 marks and section b which i scored 15. i thought to myself. this time, confirm fail liao. but unexpectedly! i managed to score 62 for my overall marks adding spa and section a. was rather happy cos i jumped up 1 grade! then i got back my geog marks also. did badly compared to mid year. only got an A2. hai hai.

oh and the passerby thing, i'm stopping it alr. so if u find anymore passerbys. its definitely not me.

I can ride my bike with no handlebars,
no handlebars,
no handlebars.

2008-09-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

prelims are over at last! well i cant say im super happy cos of that. cos it just means that we're closer to the o's. damn. hahaha.

anyway today was quite okay la. after the chem paper1 which wasn't that bad, i went for breakfast with iggy, maverick and rl. while having breakfast, rl being the sick person, started talking about sick stuff with iggy. kinda funny if you think about it. hahaha. after that we went to have our haircut cos tomorrow there'll be a hair check and we being the good boys, went to have our hair cut. hahaha. we decided to drop by snip avenue where it costs only 3.80 to have a haircut. and yes you are not reading it wrongly, its is 3.80 for a haircut. we met joshua's mum outside snip avenue where she was going for some hair treatment thingy. she was trying to convince us to cut our hair there but we'll decided to pass cos its like "hey, 3.80, cut nice not?" so that was the worrying part la. we went to j&jas to have our hair cut and i went to play pool with douche,kj and keith while rl went 12 sky-ing and iggy and maverick went home. pool was kinda okay today la, nothing significant happened. after pool went to hg mall for nothing, just walked around 1 time then went home. so yeah, thats how my day has been so far. super tired now, need to catch some sleep after having to wake up so early for the past few weeks.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand 
Here laid to rest, is our love ever longed. 
With truth on the shores of compassion 
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

2008-09-15T06:19:00.000-07:00

ITS FINALLY THE LAST DAY OF PRELIMS!

well technically i'm 3 hours from that day la. BUT WHO CARES?! rofl. today was amaths2 and i feel that i should be shot over and over and over again by a freaking sniper rifle at point blank for the stupidest mistake i have ever made in my freaking 16 years of life(for maths that is). damn disappointing la. anyway today almost everyone's celebrating although there's still chem and bio p1 tomorrow. i'll be at school for 1 hour tomorrow only! yay! well cos i dont have bio and chem's the paper first. muahahaha. time to laugh at those bio suckers. okay fine i wont, im not so bad. but today was kinda crazy la.

after the paper i went for lunch with a few of the e2 people, ia, rocket launcher and bush. i sat with bush and rocket launcher and man, it was one of the sickest conversations we had so far. damn. its freaking sick. i dont wanna talk about it. seriously la. from teh peng can jump all the way to nata de coco. y'all wont understand the nata de coco part unless y'all hear about it. overall, today was quite boring la. went school for paper, lunch then head home already. tomorrow i'm probably going for pool with the douche and keith all. the usual people. but i'll have to wait cos they have bio. HAHAHA. shall go to rocket launcher's house and lepak a bit. muahahaha. anyway, jloh's blog's getting loh-ed. everyone's spamming. then there's this unknown and mysterious passerby. hmmm. wonder who he/she is. aiya heck la. tomorrow's the end of prelims! wooo! oh and its officially 30 days to o's(according to the school's board). the final sprint. its break or make now.

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could 
Recall the moments that once have 
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favour 
I wouldn't ask this of you

2008-09-14T01:53:00.001-07:00

today was the church funfair!

i felt so bad in the morning la. woke up late then amanda called me to ask me to come down but i took my time to slow shower everything. sorry ar. the funfair was kinda good la. one of the best that i've gone to. when i first reached, i went to help out with gv at the redemption corner which is super uber packed to the max. damn crowded la! amanda and charlene came by and took my tix to spend cos i was busy. i was busy

busy from 10-11+ before i really went to have lunch and all that.
i tell you people. the western food was freaking awesome la. really almost the standard of hotels. its just like. OH MY GOSH. its freaking freaking good. i wanna eat it again(although i ate 2 rounds of it today). anyway, during cv's performance, we managed to get them to help us sing happy birthday to amanda! touched not? hahaha. after lunch we went up to the rooms to cut cake, eat again, talk cock then study. i didnt really study much. damn tired la. slept at 4am the previous night.

oh and guess what. MANUEL WON THE FREAKING 37 INCH PLASMA TV FROM THE LUCKY DRAW. bloody lucky horse sia. congrats to him anyway. next time got movie must jio ar. hahahaha. then after the so called studying, we all went home and here i am! supposedly going to ltwb with iggy who's bugging me right now. hahahaha. oh and one more thing to add. some people just dont get certain messages which are so obviously stated by me. damn annoying/irritating.

And I wonder when I sing along with you,
If everything could ever feel this real forever.

2008-09-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

its been quite an exciting time for the past 2 days.

ytd had physics p1 and amaths p1. i totally screwed up my physics cos i was freaking tired. didnt really want to go think. amaths p1 was a lot easier than expected although i know i had quite a number of stupid(seriously, if i told you, you would laugh your ass off) mistakes. after that went for lunch with the usually people. went home to mug and mug and mug for chem which i think paid off.

today's amanda's birthday! derek, iggy and i went down to amk hub to have this 'celebration' with amanda and her school clique or click or however u spell it. went to fish & co. and we waited for abt 1hr plus for amanda. apparently she fell asleep and got everyone so worried cos they all thought sth happened to her. so she came at ard 5 plus and the 3 of us were supposed to go 'hide' at one corner then amanda was blindfolded, brought to her seat and we all kinda like just sat beside her. then they took off her blindfold then she 'OMG!' when she saw us. she felt so bad cos she made everyone wait but hey, dont feel bad! we're all fine with it. HAHAHA. so the 3 of us were the 'surprise' la. whats this sia, we turned into presents. lmao. anyway, they ate, took pictures, cut cake, talk cock. i was quite quiet throughout the whole thing la(paiseh ma). hahahaha. then derek and i went to subway to buy our sandwiches while iggy took half of derek's one and ran off to go jamming(which he was late for like 1 or 1/2 hr). took bus with derek back to hg and we nearly turned into sardines in the stupid 74. damn packed. at least i learned sth today. never take 74 at the bus stop just further down amk hub. its SUPER packed. we talked a lot of cock on the way then suddenly started talking abt the past few papers which we took. out of nowhere la. but anyway it was a little productive la.

sunday's the church feast day and there'll be this super big funfair. the biggest one i've ever seen held in the church. gonna be super crazy i guess. i heard that there's over 30 game stalls. siao siao. hahahaha. partly cos the church's trying to raise money for the renovations although i hate to see the church change. i love it the way it is now. anywayyy, hoping that amanda sees this, AMANDA YOU BETTER GO FOR THE FUNFAIR HOR. i got 50bucks to spend. confirm cant finish one lor. HAHAHAHA.

But I don't want to sleep without 
so I bid to you goodnight, 
Tonight, sleep tight, my love

2008-09-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

waliew. i kinda screwed up my maths and sea history papers today. for maths it was quite hard as expected BUT we didnt expect ms choy to set the paper. first thing i saw was the setters. i see ms choy then i OMG. it was quite tough la but i think o's will be harder. so i need to prepare for the worst! then i felt that sea history wasnt so bad. just that i didnt study. i kinda bullshit-ed my way through for the essay la. the sbq okay okay only but i have no idea why people are saying that its hard. maybe its just me la. haha. anyway tmr's physics and modern world history. to study or not to study? hmmm.

The Velorium Camper l: Faint of Hearts.

2008-09-08T03:57:00.000-07:00

yes people i'm back. wahahahaha. i'm going through prelims now and i have seriously no idea why i decided to come back to blogging at such a time. kinda retarded but yeah. hahaha. anyway i shall stop here for now. need to study!

Bible quote:
" I press on towards the goal for the prize of the heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus. "
(Philippians 3:14)

results!

2008-05-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

hey all! im back with results from mid years! did not that well and not that bad la. i got 3 A1s, 2 B4s, 1 C5, 1 C6. still havent got back my english though. i actually did better than i expected from last year. i got 2 more A1s and i passed my a maths! anyway, yesterday we had this really long and boring assembly about the recent natural disasters. they were telling us about how cyclones and earthquakes occur. how boring. i bet at least 80% of the lower sec didn't understand what was being said. at least some of the upper sec understood the earthquake stuff la. the cyclones i guess nobody really knew about it. anyway it was overall quite a waste of time la. they should have just gone straight to the humanitarian efforts instead of teaching us all the geog stuff. then mr simen went to share about what he felt and as usual, it was long and everyone kinda got shot la. cos he said we did not respect the teachers(which i agree, to a certain extent cos not everyone was talking) because we were talking and it was a sign of insult. then blahblahblah. fill in the blanks yourself. cant remember his entire speech.

now to the results! i got A1 for history and maths as expected and i got A1 for my combined humans as well! shocker. oh and guess whats the other shocker. i got 43 for my modern world history paper. thats like, 7 marks from full marks. im still wondering how i did it. and one more thing! venga got 45 for the elec geog paper. that seriously came as a shocker to everyone. like seriously. we were like, wth? u sure bo? siao one la. anyway grats to him and the rest of the geog class. oh and i got a B4 for my amaths which i scored F9 last year. jumped 5 grades yeah! and then there are the disappointments. i got C5 for chem and C6 for physics. i don't know how i did so badly la. looks like i need to study harder. anyway im just hoping i get an A2 or B3 for my english so that i get like 14 or 15 for my L1R5.

now with the results out of the way. to the classroom fun we had! it was crazy i say. everyone who went for the what happens in vegas movie was re-enacting the scene of the guy getting his balls punched. haha. then king man came up with the craziest phrase of all. THIS IS MADNESS! no, this is PRINGLES! why pringles u might ask. well for a simple reason, the joke was meant to make fun of me who didn't get to eat a single piece of pringles which i bought(courtesy of jeremy leong) last year when everyone came over to my house for halo3 after extra lessons. totally random i say. RANDOM. and everyone's using it now. thats how fast random stuff spreads in my class. like a bush fire. well cos it was started by a bush himself. inside joke of e1 only. shhhhhh. hahaha. anyway im going to go do something else and shall end the post here. remember to tag yeah?

Movie!

2008-05-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

just came back from a movie just now. i went out with rongli, derek, king man, caleb, keith, beng liang, nic foo, jarvis, brian kok and kai jun. we wanted to watch ironman initially but changed in the end cos we couldn't get the tix for the 1.25 show and the next show was at 4.10. so we watched what happens in vegas instead. it was VERY VERY funny, seriously. after the movie we went to the arcade to play some games and we found a game where you have to hit an object with a hammer and it will show the force or whatever u call it after u hit. so the high score's set at 908 and i tried first cos i had extra tokens. and guess what, i nearly broke it with a score of 893. lol. derek and beng tried it too but they hit 867 only. i guess the system works in a certain manner. then i tried again and guess what, i broke the record! i hit 918. lol. then i tried again and broke my own record! i hit 922 this time. haha. anyway we went for pool after that at kovan. played till like 7 plus and we all went home. i talked to bryan and the rest cos they were playing badminton at the court. after that came back home la. and here i am! lol. tired as hell. tomorrow still got school sia. and chinese o's are like 1 week from now. amazing. remember to tag!

Its the beginning of a new chapter.

2008-05-17T17:16:00.000-07:00

wooo! i just finished my mid years on friday! went to pool with the usual immediately after the paper. seems like i didn't have to use the bastard plan. lol. he very auto that day. he never say anything and just left. LOL. anyway, i shall talk about the last 2 days!

Friday
like i said just now, we went to pool after the last paper! felt great la. cos the mid years were finally over and the people who played were great. we went to heartland mall for lunch after the game cos everyone was hungry. then we just kinda like jammed the whole corridor cos they didn't know whether to eat yoshinoya or not. i got pissed and just walked in and just sat down. they followed me after that(always works). then we went to my house for halo3 after lunch. it was awesome man. very fun. played huge maps with pathetic weapons. lol. well they all went home at around, 7? and we were saying jl jl jl all the time. HAH. codename la. for e1s to use only. lol. its probably gonna spread soon la. then went home and played dota and went to sleep!

Saturday
i went to hgmall to meet james and cy to go for the supposedly huge ge roadshow which turned out kinda pathetic la. ham came cos his mom's boss came back from dunno what la. didn't really get it. lol. there was like,6 people at the roadshow? like what the hell man. the cabal roadshow had at least 600 people la. shows somethings la. figure yourselves. i shall not flame online games. lol. we went to lan at plaza and guess what. raiders was closed and they temporarily used the woodball place. i was like, wtf?! anyway it was packed la and i met oliver there. we kinda chatted and ham they all got sian while waiting and they decided to leave. oliver and i went to play pool(cos ham they all underage) and guess who we met there? yong xiang, wei yen, kong chin and his gf(my bro's frens). hah. we played together la. oliver say he win them all la, not too sure about the results. while i on the other hand, got kinda thrashed la. only won wei yen. lol. anyway i went for mass after that and then went for gv meeting. then i wanted to ask ken neo to help me go collect the ng2 game from the launch event. anyway i think i'll just go myself la, don't trouble others :D i went to 401 with iggy and derek and talked a lot of crap there. damn stupid, trust me. we then went home and i had to go choose a confirmation name. i couldn't think of 1 la and just went to the internet and searched. initially i wanted to use gabriel but i went to see, eh sia got raphael. cos i knew there were 3 archangels and derek was already using michael. so i thought and thought and thought and finally decided on raphael. then gan was talking to me to ask me to dota. he asked me to flip a coin and see which one i get la. heads is gabriel and tails is raphael. guess what, IT WAS TAILS! oh my, is this the work of God? i don't know, seriously. anyway i went to dota and went to sleep la.

so yeah thats about it. today must go for cat class la. cant afford to miss like last week. i shall finish up my prata and prepare to go to church! remember to tag ya?

1 more day!

2008-05-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

wooosh! 1 more day and 1 more paper to go!

today's paper was kinda crazy though. amaths paper 2. haaah. not as killer as i expected. anyway it was kinda hard also. couldn't do a few.

i shall talk about yesterday!
i went for amaths remedial after my physics which was kinda crazy. it was like a war zone in the class. and worst of all i was in the middle of it. apparently justin and anurag were scolding each other for fun. talk about country all. and i was sitting in between them. couldn't do my work. at all. bunch of fags. anyway after remedial i went for lunch with justin, king man, nic foo, kc and jarhead. talked a lot of crap with them. we planned for pool after tomorrow's paper but we had a problem which we always had. we have enough people for now if i ask rongli but there's one person who always comes and kinda spoils the whole mood la. don't know who sia. anyway we were thinking of plans to bastard that person la. and i thought of a DAMN sick one. even when i told keith about it today, he said he'll whack me to the ground if i did it to him. HAH. shows that it's VERY bastard. lol. i shan't say it. hehehehehe. i went with justin to the bubble tea shop and i got my waffle while justin got his peppermint milk tea. kc followed up shortly. he ordered taro milk tea and guess what, the auntie DAMN funny. she asked :' ni de taro yao nai cha ma?' for the non chinese people, i shall translate. 'do you want to add milk tea to your taro?' justin and i were like. LOL. then kc also asked the same type of question. he asked me what waffle i was buying. i said chocolate. then after a while he asked me why i didn't buy anything. HAHAHAHA. and he was still saying about the auntie. then we went back to the table and talked cock with the rest and apparently they were talking about VAH! u know what that means. :P BASTARD TIME! hahahaha. had a lot of jokes to talk about. sick ones about vah obviously. anyway, went home and went to dota instead of studying.

so thats about it i guess. time for me to dota and celebrate before the last paper! remember to tag!

LAST WEEK AKA KILLER WEEK!

2008-05-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

YES PEOPLE U READ IT RIGHT!
ITS THE LAST WEEK OF MY EXAMS!

alright enough about it already.
as it is stated above, it is finally the last week of my exams! well i'm exactly amused about it. cos its like the killer week with all the sciences and maths crammed into this week. i just finished my physics and amaths paper 1. wasn't as bad as i expected. i guess tomorrow's gonna be a rough day :(

i have yet to finish studying my history(thanks to my chem) and i'm like blogging and trying to study at the same time, which to me is kinda crazy cos the info is just interrupting my entire train of thought. ah, the irony. anyway, i'm just gonna keep this simple cos i have 15 minutes to study like 3 chapters of history and each of them have at least 3 case studies. amazinggggggggg. alright. i'm going to end here. needa chiong already. and i still can't remember my chem stuff. niceeeeeeee. remember to tag before u leave ya?

screwed.

2008-05-08T03:52:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah im back. i know im missed :D

alright enough with the crap. lets get on with the real crap.

well today had my eng paper 2 and geog paper. kinda screwed up la. the eng paper wasn't that bad. it wasn't as hard as i expected. the geog paper was... kinda crazy la. i thought it was just, 2 questions, do it whether u like it or not. and guess what, it came out 4 questions and u're supposed to pick 2. i was like, wow, thanks mr pang. well for 2 reasons: 1. u can choose which one u're better at the do that u know u'll score and 2. u'll end up wasting time choosing and browsing thru the questions(which i did). wasted like 5 PRECIOUS minutes reading. but managed to finish in time, luckily for me that is. i even knew of people who did 4 questions and still had time to slack, which only means they either didn't do it properly or they were just plain smart and fast writers. i think its usually the first reason. haah. anyway before the paper, my class got scolded by mr ong, which i think is seriously not justified. like seriously man. my class got scolded cos they didn't stand up when asked to move up to the hall. thats just ridiculous, well maybe not. it may be our fault but what he said after that is totally ridiculous. he said that just cos we're the first class there's a certain expectation of us and we're out to delay the exam and he can let us go up after the paper starts. the first statement just pisses me off. why does EVERYONE think that just because we're first class means that we must be the best? hell no man, i tell u that is just a bloody lie. being the first class does not mean that we're not humans. being the first class does not mean we cant make mistakes. i mean c'mon, face the facts, we're all freaking humans and its just that we're a little smarter than some others but that does not give anyone the right to just scold us of small little mistakes, right? i'm not trying to put anyone in particular down here but i'm just voicing out what i feel is right and its not that i'm saying, oh, only stupid people make noise and mistakes. heck no, we're all of the same age and its just that we're studying a little more than others because we have the capability to do so and so brings me to the main point: we're all humans, stop having so high expectations of us be it in discipline or studies(although we HAVE to meet up to the standards). we also need to have fun on our own right? its not like we're a bunch of serious nerds who immediately go home to study right after school. heck no, ever heard of 'all work and no play makes jack a dull boy'? i'm not trying to say we ONLY want to have fun, we know our limits and we know when to stop(well maybe a few of us don't). so please people, treat us like humans, not like some bunch of people who are of some higher grade in some society with different classes of people.

having said that, i know i might be inviting trouble as most people may misinterprete this post. but this is truly and honestly how i feel. well enough with this already. time to talk about what happened after the papers. went to mac with a huge group of people but eventually only me keith and rongli went inside. for what reason, i have no idea. we kinda like chat and chat and chat. we saw 2 montfort guys(both sec2, name tag says it all) and 1 of them is like act beng one la. last time siao siao tried to whack jericho after God knows what happened. he thinks he's cool, i guess. tuck out shirt all. the shirt tuck out liao cover like 3/4 of his pants. macham wearing the pants which girls usually like to wear(u know the short short one?). i think it just reflects a wrong image on the school la. just like my previous post on the guy spitting. anyway, keith left early cos his chaffuer came to pick him up. then left me and rongli. sit there and had a talk cock session until someone(i won't name people) came. then the whole mood just turned so still and tense. so quiet. hahaha. anyway we all went different directions as rongli went to get his balls while i went home. met jericho on the way home and told him he got on the wrong bus cos the one behind was full of girls. hahahaha. we went home after that.

i've like studied for almost the whole of the afternoon. damn tired now.
anyway, i'm gonna revise for my history and maths paper tomorrow. wish me luck! bye all and remember to tag!

wooo 11 more papers!

2008-05-06T21:18:00.001-07:00

helloo all! im back once again! im down to 11 papers alr and with 11 days to go! yay!

anyway i'll just blog briefly about stuff that's been happening.

ytd i was at hgmall with kc. he had to go pay his dad's phone bill so i kinda like tagged along. we went to buy lunch at the food court which was so EXPENSIVE. cai fan with 3-4 liaos 4.50. wth la! rip-off. anyway, we went to the value dollar shop and we got a drink from there la(since it was like $0.60 a drink,why not?). then came the main event for ytd! there was this group of muts or muds or however u call them. just a bunch of malays who try to act beng. i guess. apparently 1 one of the dimwits spat down from the 4th floor and it hit a man who's probably a tourist cos he doesn't look local at all. and damn it was funny. the man went to drag the guy down all the way to the security guard while lecturing him all the time. it was freaking stupid of the guy la. spit in a mall, smart la. i hope it gets into the papers and tarnish the entire sch's reputation, and no, its not my sch(haha to all who thought my sch's rep would be tarnished like tt. IN UR FACES). anyway, it was kinda stupid la. seriously if u think about it. then went home to study study study. and cabal cabal cabal. stupid iggy, say don't play in the end he also play. haiyo, must stop him from playing. only tards like james,ham,cy,sw and me can afford to play.

then brings me to today! well today was relatively, boring. nth interesting happening at the mall cos its too early for students to be in it. i was in the mall with derek and kenneth cos we finished our papers at like 10? yeah derek and i didn't have bio unlike most of my classmates la so we went home and kinda met kenneth on the way back. went to mall to buy stuff to eat. then derek went to kenneth's house while here i am blogging!

anyway, i hope everyone'll do well for the exams ya. studyyyyy! i shall cabal while studying :D bye all! pls taggggg!

1 down, 7 to go.

2008-05-04T23:10:00.000-07:00

i shall blog! woooo!

i had my chinese papers! and man it was tough. well, only for paper2 that is. paper 1 was relatively, okay to me la. paper 2 was the killer one. i managed to finish on time(thank God).i found out many didn't manage to finish their last few questions. for some others, it was the cloze passage cos they did comprehension first. how stupid right?

anyway, i went to hgmall with kim lai. initially we were supposed to just walk home but in the end went to mall to buy lunch. we walked around the mall like, 3 times? bo liao wad. hahaha. we ended up cracking lame jokes and went home. lol.

oh yeah. i shall talk about saturday and sunday!

Saturday
i woke up at like 8+ cos i was supposed to go for amaths remedial. i didn't go in the end. lazy la. haa. went to use com instead until like 12+ going to 1. cos had sex talk in church. my nose suddenly started bleeding. i thought like. hm, no biggie, cos my nose bled last night. so i just stuffed a few pieces of tissue paper into my nose. then i just kinda like changed it la. but the blood showed no signs of stopping. then there's once i when i changed, there was a sudden gush of blood and it kinda like, stained my shirt and pants. i was like: hm, aight, time to do sth about it. i went to the toilet, washed and washed and washed. didn't stop. went to take ice and a lot of other stuff. finally stopped. hah. then i took a pic of my blood-stained shirt(yes i know im bo liao). went to sex talk after that. this week's talk was much more lively. maybe its cos of the change in speaker. hah. learned loads from the talk. then went for dinner with iggy and derek before going home then to gv meeting and guess what! THERE WAS 2 PEOPLE AT MEETING EXCLUDING THE BAND! like wth man. attendance seriously needs to increase. hah. after meeting i went with everyone to 401 to lepak, as usual. talk loads of crap there. then went home early cos i needed to be in church early the next day.

Sunday
woke up at 7 plus and went back to sleep till 8.40? i was supposed to be in church by 8. amazing. decided to go for the mass although i was late for drama. the drama was okay only la. the actors needed to act. they were just standing there like, stoning. i followed the pc people to pc room where we actually had our breakfast! and it was free. haha. the primary catechists were having meeting where they usually cooked food and they had too much. so we had the job of finishing it for them! meeting went on as usual. then gab pat showed us a video. it had quite a lot of meaning, to me that is. and i feel that its a very true thing thats happening around us and its just that we don't feel anything about it. it showed a person being surrounded by many temptations while the person acting as God was behind all the temptations, always being there just that we don't realise it. anyway, we played polar bear hunter during the session. really had fun. and i was always thought to be the polar bear. well, for obvious reasons. since i was wearing white. hah. went with gwyn, gab pat, solomon, milissa, eugene to 805 for lunch. and we just kinda talked loads of crap there. went to hgmall after that to look at stuff. solomon bought the milo mcflurry which was a totally waste of $$$. seriously, don't waste your money on it. i can do it for u with 1 can of milo and a tub of ice cream. after that we went around then to sportslink cos gab pat wanted to look at shoes while gwyn wanted to look at bags. then suddenly the subject changed to learning how to play tennis. lol. they wanted to learn so i told them i could play and they were like, oh you can play? i tell u, i was pretty shocked. cos they were not shocked. LOL. anyway i'd be glad to teach them if i had the chance. :D

aight, i need to go study already. freaking 6 chapters of ss. bye all! remember to tag!

ALRIGHT!

2008-05-02T18:41:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK! WOOOO!
mid year's are back as well. lol. i shall start posting once again! woooo!
gtg study alr.
will be back soon!

New Skin!

2007-07-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

Yess people i am so back. And i will not abort my blog!
Anw im rather busy helping Millissa with her debate that she has and yes, im losing.
I so cant believe it. See y'all around!

New Look!!!

2006-12-29T18:38:00.000-08:00

hey ppl...i jus gt a new skin cos i felt the old one was a little too plain...hahax...anyway...im nt going to blog too much...watching bleach...hahax...

Sry for nt blogging for so long...

2006-12-13T03:53:00.000-08:00

hi ppl...sry for nt blogging...been so busy...so...lets start frm sunday...

Sunday
i woke up at like 8...cos i was meeting zac at audi4 cos we were going to sgcc for a gig...hahax...went wif mark,shaun,luke,annabelle.cristabelle,christina,aloy ng,kenneth n ben yeo...aft we gt off at the circus...i din noe wad happened bt mark,shaun,luke,ben,annabelle n cristabelle jus walked off n christina looked quite pissed...den i found out tt we were actually nt allowed in unless we were the band performing...bt mark they all din listen...so she was obviously pissed...den wen we were walking to wards sgcc...aloy ng counted hw many ppl were in front of us(there were 6 of them)...den he said there were 7...hahax...den i told him there were 6...den we all agreed there were 6 of them...den aft a while...out of sudden...i said there were 7 of them...i dunno why i said tt too...den christina was like...there are 6 of them la!!!den im like...oh ya...kenneth confirmed it...den i said tt i jus went for eye check up...den she said nw blame ur eyes la???den aloy was like...*bish*(he like faint la)...if u dun use ur eyes use wad to see???den all of us laughed all the way to sgcc...met louis outside den aloy told him abt the 6 ppl thing...he oso laughed...hahax...den we saw the bands play...den iggy's band,camel's toe,apparently was given a new name...cos i mean...how would ppl like to hear the band's name as camel's toe rite?they were called charlie tango ltr...roflmao...at the end of the gig...all of us went back to church n put back the stuff which was taken...den zac,kenneth,christina,louis,sam,shaun,luke,manuel,mark n me went to play dota...and omg..they were good...in the end...went home...and slept la...

MONDAY
so....monday...nth much happened...so fast forward to the mm meeting...played a game like taboo and it was damn funny...the whole process...hahax...den came the performance by mark j n the 2 zacs...den came the horror...zac announced tt next meeting russell n me nid to perform...omg...it was mark j's idea n i was hoping he would forget bt luois reminded him so yea...crap...anyway...i went to hang ard at 415...den police came...again...take particulars...den go liao...i went home to slp...hahax...

Tuesday
nth much happened...jus watched tv until like 3 plus den went to my grandma's hse to use com...den jeremy ask me to play dota...1 v 1...so im like...ok lo...b4 the match he said...look who's the noob...cos i said he was a noob at wc3 cos he took 5 mins jus to cr8 1 game...so im like...nvm lo...we played...he used razor...i random n gt bounty hunter...and omg...it was ownage...i monster killed him...den i finished the game...cos i din wan to drag...den lionel called me...he asked if i wan to go play lan wif axel n him...so i agreed to meet them at hougang plaza...i met them there...i play wif them...i 1 v 2...i died once...bt overall i kinda owned them...den i met jing rui,alfonso,greg,rong li n beng liang at the plaza...they were playing lan oso...bt they were playing cs...so the 3 of us(me,lionel,axel) played wif them...and man...they were gd...den i went home...ate dinner...went to bed...

Wednesday
i woke up in the morning like damn early..at like 8+...den mavrick called me...jio me go play dota at plaza...i called for more ppl...den merson,jerald n chun yong say they wan play...den i met wif the 3 of them first at plaza...den i saw luke n aloy lee...luke jus waved n went...i asked aloy whr he went to...he said he went to haf lunch wif zac...so im like...ok...hahax...den maverick came...den we played dota...2 v 2...cy n jerald vs me n mav...merson's com hang...hahax...den cy damn act la...dun realli like him...overall...the game was fun until they left...leavers...hate them...den we played 1 more round...merson took jerald's place...den i tried a new hero...furion...and it wasnt easy to use...i died so many times la...den cy act until siao...he lose liao say wad i try to gif excuse cos i 1st time using furion den die so many times...den he say wad play 1 v 1...den im like...fk off la...den played cs wif mav...den met kenneth,eddy n 1 more 2e5 guy...we played cs together...den we went to eat at the food court...aft tt...i went to hp to see if arnold was there...cos it was his bdae!!!hahax...bt he wasnt there...so i went home...went to use com n prac my guitar...den went to slp...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARNOLD!!!

den here i am...im going to stop here for nw cos my bro wans to use the com...hahax...den im going for guitar lesson soon n russell jus ps-ed me...he went to eat dinner liao...cos he went to see guitar...wif ben yeo,gabriel patrick n denis...bo jio...nvm...u're 4given...hahax...

Im damn scared now...

2006-11-24T02:07:00.000-08:00

Hi people...Im back...Hahax...Lets tok abt todae...Went for tennis...Den received my prize for 3rd place in the doubles open...The trophy was freaking gold tinted...Den had training n there was a storm...Lightning struck in front of us after we were in the shelter...Den we had to run 8 laps of the place...Wtf...

Anyway...Met up wif Jason n Bryan n went to hougang plaza to play lan...Gt owned at cs...Lolx...Den we went to the coffee shop next to the plaza n met Nicholas n his fren...Den chatted for a while den went wif Jason to buy his new sch shoes...Lolx...
Den we went to the arcade in hougang mall...I was so sad la..I played time crisis 4 n went all the way to the last boss n died!!!OMG!!!5 million points...I nearly broke down on the spot...Haiz...We went to hp aft tt n sat there for a while...Jason started to throw sweets at me...Den its soon became a food fight!LOL!

Den here i am posting...I felt damn sad ytd...Cos my mum scolded me for over using my fone...My bill was $143...Lolx...Den b4 tt at guitar lesson...I din practice my song den Mark J looked nt very happy...Haiz...Im so useless...

For the past 2 days...Ive been feeling pains at the area near my heart...I dunno why...Bt it doesnt hurt todae...Do u tink i shd see a doc?Tts wad everyone asks me to do...Anyway...If i die one of these days...Tis blog will always be ard...Until it like expires...If it does...Im realli scared...I dunno if i shd tell her tis...I tink i better tell tt person hw i feel...Jus in case i collapse one day n jus drop dead...Anyway...Im going to jus surf ard the net liao...Pls tag oso...

My blog's up n running again!!!

2006-11-11T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hi people!Im back.Hahax.Im finally free from the grasp of studying.Wahahahahaha!

Anyway,im gonna make this post short cos i'm gonna find people to go play lan wif.My blog's up n running again as you can see,but there's some problems with the links(sry ppl!!!).I have totally no idea how to fix it and i would really appreciate it if people could help me with it.Contributions or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.Dang!I sound like those NKF fund raising hosts.Haha!But seriously,please help me.Im really stupid with blogs.

And yea,its supposed to be a blog for rock but the music's hip hop.Sorry abaout that,but i really like this song!!!Enjoy it!!!

Ok,time's up.Time to call people.Bye.

What A Day...

2006-08-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

National Day just passed and everyone's still in the festive mood.I wonder why.My classmate didn't come to scholl because he overslept.He said."i overslept,i was sick"So is he sick or did he oversleep?He said he needed a MC because my form teacher came.Haha!Anyway,i was in a fluster last night because i realised that i forgot to buy graph paper for today's maths lesson which is on graph.I was searching in every corner of my house but still couldn't find any graph papers.I was so sad because if anyone didn't bring graph papers had to buy them for $2 per piece!Anyway,i managed to get some from my classmates.Thank God!Then came Home Econs.I didn't do my coursework!Wow.Got scolded.Wee Ong was even worse,he didn;t even bring his coursework!he had to write 'I will remember to bring my coursework every lesson' 50 times!i was like,good game man.He managed to finish it though.After Home Econs was English.We went through the answers for the comprehension we did last week and we were given back our test papers.The test was on letter-writing.Our teacher said,"There is a tie for the highest marks for theis test".My whole class started yelling names like Soon heng,Xiang An,Pradeep,Saravanan and mine as well.In the end,my teacher announced that Justin and i were tied for the highest in our class with a score of 23 which was not of the highest i thought of.Anyway,we were exempted from copying our entire letter for corrections because those who scored 22 and above didn't have to.After school,i came home,and started to play dota with JJ.I randomed and nearly lost to him,but i still won in the end even though he scored higher for his overall.I killed him 4 times while he killed me only 3 times.He was action-ing to Russell just now who sent a wrong SMS to me.He said JJ was telling him how he won me.I told him to tell JJ that he would have lost if i didn't random.After that,i went to play Maple.Nicholas is now getting his 3rd job as he is level 70.Gd luck man!Anyway,i went to look for my grandma and she accidentally closed the toilet door which hit me in the face.Ouch!My nose started bleeding and my aunt was like,"No what,nothing wrong with him!"(to my grandma)I shouted back,"My nose is bleeding dammit!!!"Well,its fine now and here i am having my dinner in front of the computer while writing this post.Anyway,i think i'm gonna play dota with CJ or Wee Ong.Post again when im free.Pls tag!!!

Felt so weird this afternoon...

2006-08-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

This morning was like the most boring ones because today at catechism class,Father Tay came to give all the sec2s a lecture on the Gospel of St Luke.It was quite an enriching lesson though.Anyway,it was totally boring until Father made fun of people.Like he called Matthias a girl and he called this girl Jericho's girlfreind.We were like ohhhhh when Father said that that girl's boyfriend was Jericho.What a joke!Anyway,i went for the 11 am mass later after catechism class.A priest from St Anne's came to celebrate mass because Father Tay and Father Yeo were busy.His name is Father Ignatius Yeo.I was with Derek,Ignatius.Kenneth and Madeleine an when the priest introduced himself,we all looked at Ignatius.Then when it was the Eucharistic Celebration,there wasn't enough space for Derek to kneel and i asked Kenneth and Madeleine to move.They then started laughing when i said:'How to kneel?'Kenneth went on laughing and laughing the entire mass and Derek,Ignatius and i were like,is he alright?We found out why he was laughing and we were like,its not funny.We went for lunch a t Hougang Mall with Yvonne,Melvin and Richard.Madeleine didn't join us.Yvonne after mass was like,its not good to walk in the rain you know.It was only a slight drizzle.I went home to get the receipt to collect my spectacles and met up with the rest only later.What i found out was that when i was in the mall,they were still walking to the mall.What a joke!We went for lunch in the food court and i found out that Joseph was there.We all had lunch together and what made me feel weird was that Yvonne and Melvin were sharing from a hotplate.I have no idea why i felt weird.I mean,why should i be?We went to Popular after lunch and i got some stationery.We followed Melvin to Comics Connection where he bought a FFVII book for $25.Richard was like,$25 just for 1 book?!?!Joseph was like talking loads of crap to me and i got really pissed but i didn't do anything rash because there were a lot of people around.Ignatius,Derek,Richard and Melvin went to Kovan to rent a dvd to go Richard's house to watch while Yvonne and i went home.I have been doing my project till now.Kenneth and Derek are asking me to go play Anime Fight whith them.I don't know wad it is,but i'll try

What a happy day!!!

2006-08-05T01:28:00.000-07:00

Wow.Its been such a long day for my entire family.Its my grandma's 73rd birthday today,so there's a celebration,naturally.I had tuition this morning at like 8 am?It was totally cool because it was the first time i was having tuition so early!And guess what,i was still in the shower when my teacher arrived!What a way to start today!To be late for tuition!Anyway,my teacher didn't mine because she waited onli for 2 minutes i suppose.But when she saw how tired i was,she asked my why i was so tired since most schools start at 7.30.I told her my school starts at 8.30 and she was like,are you sure?Which school?I was like,ya,didn't you know?Anyway,tuition went on as usual and my teacher was trying to persuade me to go into the 1st express class for next year but i was aiming to go into the second.Anyway,i'm still very confused and still thinking about what she said.After tuition,i headed right for the computer.I was like playing DOTA with Wee Ong,Kenneth and Dennis.Kenneth and i were on the same team and i knew 1 thing,that we were about to get thrashed,and true enough,we got thrashed.After that,i played this map called Azeroth Grand Prix which was totally cool.We played DOTA again after 2 rounds of the Grand Prix.Dennis left and CJ joined us.CJ was the same.The same idiotic attitude.I liked owned Kenneth and CJ(they were on the same team) with Lifestealer.I still don't understand why the fought face to face with me because i could easily kill them with a few hits.Anyway,we played a map called BattleShips which was really really cool.I had to stop after the game of BattleShips.I went to take a nap and wow,here i am now after my long long nap.People are starting to come to my house already,so i better stop soon.

My com's alright again!!!

2006-08-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

Im so happy!!!My com kinda like auto-recovered.And one day i was like.Wow!Im so happy nw.Cant describe the feeling.Anyway,today was like a totally crappy day.Firstly,in the morning,woke up as usual.Then i found out that my shoes were wrong.And my other pair was in like my grandma's house.So i called my maid to bring it down for me.When she came down.She started to hurl a whole load of abuse at me.Then i was like.What the hell was that about?Anyway,there was mass tis morning.It was like the fastest and most boring and most dull mass i ever attended.There was no music.No hymns.Wow.So boring.The worst,the people in front of me.They were sec 1s.And they call themselves catholics when they talk and play during mass.Ignatius got so fed up with their nonsense until he threw one of the chairs in front(not all the way in front,just a little bit) and shouted:'Can stop playing or not?!?!'I was like.Nothing much,typical Ignatius when he's pissed.But i tried to cool him down because there were teachers around and he wouldn't want to get in to trouble.Lessons went on as usual after mass.Maths test papers were given out.I scored 18 out of 20.Like wow.Russell scored 19?Everybody was like,Russell?John scored 10 and i was like.You're damn lucky man.I then realised that i scored 19 and that the teacher didn't give me 1 more mark!Alfred also got 19!Yeah.Anyway,i could have scored 20 if not for the extra zero i placed behind the 1st decimal place.Then came reccess.It was like the time where a lot of people would gather and discuss about stuff.My gropu of people were like people who play DOTA.So CJ was like,tonight DOTA ok?At 8.I was like.8???Cant use com la.Sry.Wee Ong,Ignatius and Ivan were like.Leslie!DOTA!3 v 3!you,CJ and Derek vs the 3 of us!I was like.How to win?Anyway,after reccess,or rather after school,i had to go for like this online quiz thing when i didn't even know how to do a single question.Anyway,i'm going to do my tuition homework now.My uncle just scolded me.So funny.

Yet another day of boredom!

2006-07-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

It was such a tiring day today.Had tuition from 2-4.My teacher changed its from 1 to 1.30 to 1.45 to 2.I was like.So tired.I went for catechism class today.And i was late.Can you believe that?I was late for catechism class!!!Anyway,before catechism class,i found out that my phone was literally 'baked'.My bro didn't see my phone on the oven and he started baking stuff in it.And now my phone has like a mark on the cover.Luckily,its on the back.But the good thing is,the mark looks like a cross.So my phone is 'holy'.What a joke.Well,last evening,i went for the 6 pm mass as usual.Met up with Ignatius,Daryl and Melvin after that.Daryl and Melvin were like telling me about yvonne and how pissed she was with me because i SMS her.So,i have decided not to SMS or like communicate with her(a little is ok i think) until maybe December?Because that is the time when we have our holidays and its like the most slack time of the year when we don't have to worry about exams of any sort.So,yup,if you see this,you don't have to worry about me SMSing you.If u have anything to tell me or if u feel very bored or sad or angry,feel free to SMS me(although i know u won't).I'll always be there for you.I just saw Nicholas at the badminton court.He still looks the same despite the trip he made to China.Anyway,i'm most probably meeting him in Maple later because we're training together.

im not fit to help anyone...

2006-07-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

ahhhh...feels so good to slp...3 1/2 hours of slp feels real good...last nite had like 2 hours wif my noob bro n khong chin...owned the hell outta my bro...gt so pissed wif him tt i nearly went over n punched him...lolx...anyway...i won him...so tts the onli thing i care abt..cos he's been showing off tt he's like rafael nadal n roger federer...wtf?i jus swing my racket den he pick ball liao...lolx...so nw im like so tired...tis morning my tuition was cancelled cos my teacher's chin was 'sick'...den my cousin used the com since like 9 till nw?hahax...anyway...i 4gt to mention...last nite...i received a call frm melvin...he said tt yvonne's dad damn angry cos i msg her...i was like...hw he noe?i mean the fone's yvonne's n i tink she was wif melvin they all wen he called me...cos i could hear their voices...den im like...ok lor...no choice...anyway...im going for mass ltr...6 pm...so i like wan to play maple...den after tt go for mass...

Im so tired!!!

2006-07-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

ahhh....it feels so good to take a break...oh...i jus came back frm tennis training n im like sooooooo tired...i got a cramp while playing in a match toddy...ouch...anyway...i gt hit by a ball hit by chimp...damn him..im gonna kill him...he sux la...nobody likes him...i was playing futsal today...inter-house games to be exact...my team won 3-0 against kim lai's!!!wooo....i played keeper...as usual...at least kim lai din feel bad after the match...he scored a goal...an own goal...hahax...jkjk man...anyway...last nite i was playing dota wif jj n brian...shao lian joined us...n brian was like spewing out all his vulgarities jus cos he died...n he was scolding me n shao liang(we're on the same team)...i gt really pissed n tis morning i was telling jj tt if he did wad he did again...i wun show mercy...so jj was like...wa...today's lessons were like crap...pe...wow...got pumped like siao...jus cos ppl walk to slow n lag behind...zzz...we gt to learn hw to throw a discus which was realli cool...bt we actually rolled it first...nxt wk den throw....den we gt back our chinese test results...i shan't say much abt it..i failed...by a bit...i got like 22/50...den im like...crap...the nxt lesson was lit...we had a test to do n believe me...its damn difficult...realli realli difficult..its like someone called terry writing abt some stuff to some guy...n im like hw the hell am i supposed to do the qns???they asked like...wad kind of relationship does terry have wif his frens...?im like...does anyone noe hw to do???den came the long feared science test..cool eh?2 tests in 1 day...the science test din bother me too much...it was the last few qn tt did...bt i still managed to do them...hahax...nw im like ready to go to bed..cos im realli tired...anyway...stay cool ppl...n 1 more thing...life seriously sux...

At last...Bahamut is summoned...

2006-07-24T05:17:00.000-07:00

Life is horrible...It sucks away all ur happiness...All ur joy...All ur laughter...Bt there's always a good part...its onli up to urself to find it...today...went to sch like i always did...played soccer after tt...until abt 4.30...went to play soccer again...until 6...went to buy drinks n went home...nth interesting today...jus damn tired...going to play DOTA...post tmr...